i know what i would love for my birthday :)

been gone for a while.

well, just here watching the season finale of the office, this show is the best. yesterday i got a chance to hang out with my girlfriend and we also got a chance to check out the movie, "rudo y cursi." i did not know what to expect, but the movie was really good. i want to definitely recommend it to anyone who gets a chance to check it out. so, i have 2 more days left of work and i am feeling good about that. at the moment i am not too sure what i am going to be doing this weekend, but i am hoping on saturday i get a chance to go check out mark chen's new band baby's breath. the show is going to be in a roof, so that shit should be insane. 2 more days, 2 more days. i will make it through.

the motha fucken slap chop!

i think i might try to get fired from work tomorrow....

let's see how the day goes.

a little late on this post

last weekend i got a chance to see some of my good friends from florida over the weekend and it was definitely nice time i had hanging out with them. on saturday i got to see them perform at knitting factory and then on sunday my girlfriend and i went down to san diego to see them perform at the casbah. before we saw them that night, we got a chance to check out some shops and spend some time together, it was really nice. highlight of the weekend was hanging out with friends and eating at nature's express, place rules.

a little taste of heaven

i think i am going to die of a heart attack

so, today after work, i got the awesome news of someone ratting me out at work for looking at a site i wasn't suppose to be looking at. i explained how it was a link that was attached to one of the emails i had received in my inbox and how i did not mean to go to the site. i was then told how it did not matter, if i get caught one more time, i am brown bread and will get fired from my job. the most confusing part about this whole situation was how i have been doing good with my numbers and how i always go above and beyond from the expectancy. it still doesn't matter to these corporates that will bend over backwards to make an extra buck. so as i walked to my car and i couldn't help but think how much i hate life at the moment. i unlocked my car and sat down and slammed the door from all the anger that was inside of me. on the drive home, i was just furious to think how i have people trying to get me fired, but to some people it is considered "doing their jobs". i did not know that companies hired narcs that all they do all day is look after what other people are doing at their desk. this job has gotten the best of me and i am sick of it. as i type this right now, i literally feel an aching pain in my chest, i am don't know if i am going to have a heart attack or if its just the anger. one of these days i will escape this damn place and find another place that will not stress me out anymore. i hate the fact that i get home and take my anger out on my family, they don't deserve this shit from me. today is friday and i just have one more day left at this hellhole called work. please, whoever reads this (if there is anyone), hope the best for me, i don't want to die of heart failure.